Update

Well, It has been a little while since I had a chance to really Blog much.
I have now found all of my Childhood Best friends and gotten into at least some sort of conversations with them all. List of them is Moderate in size.
Amanda
D.J
Raven
C.C
Wolf
Tela
I'm also in contact with my x-husband who is going to be one of my Customers for my Avon Buisness.
I've been having a bit of a change in my Religious Alignments via a Crisis of Faith. I'm still working through it but I think at this point by the end I'm probably going to be Just a Practicing Witch and Shaman in training within the 9sacred Pillars Tradition.
I also have lowered my standards for me and Myles to get married I'm not making him become Temple Worthy anymore we will have a hand fasting after he takes a bit more interest in on of the Wicca Tradition/Pagan Tradition. I've just felt that I'm doing things that are not exceptible in the Churches eyes. I mean I am a Ordained High Priestess. The Ordination alone is not excepted by the church. I also don't think I can be apart of a religion that would condem some of my Childhood friends for being Bi-Sexual. I don't judge those types of people and by being aligned with an organization that does I don't feel is consistant to my very nature. I mean hell I've been Mildly Bi-Curious myself. I also know that some people just don't really have a Choice in the matter. The Opposite sex doesn't hold any interest for them sometimes. One of my childhood best friends who is bi-sexual knew it from the time she was 11 and had never had sex. As I remember it she told me " I think there maybe something wrong with me, I don't find Men attractive really." Something like that.
I also know that Myles isn't going to come around and get worthy of the Temple anytime this life time so thus Marriage wouldn't ever happen. So if I want him I need to lower the bar a bit. And he himself told me that Wicca is More do able then LDS faith is for him.
I also have a Balcony Greenhouse garden set up this year with all kinds of herbs and stuff. I also have what they call an Upside Down Garden and am going to grow stuff like Tomato's and other veggies. I'm trying to stretch my foodstamps as well as get healthy again. Part of the reason I wanted to Join Avon is so that maybe it would help me get into a more Healthy condition. 
I have done alot of work and had little achievement at this point in Avon as I have only had 2 outside orders that aren't me and my boyfriend. I will have a third one out of my X-husband and his wife.  One of my Customers has now ordered 6 pairs of shoes and she works at walmart. Shoes of all things. Humm Well I guess there are worse vices to have.

My Wrist is on the mend I'm now using just a wrist support brace I was kinda forced into it vs. My Gauntlet brace that the doctor gave me as it has started to wrip and the metal brace doesn't stay in side the pouch it is supposed to be in.
I would have been able to stop wearing it as of next week anyways. So the Gauntlet brace lasted a week(Made in China) Can anyone say where has the Good old American Quality Gone. Oh yah to Cheep Cheesey China that is where.
Ok so now that I'm off the China Tangent
A week in the Wrist Support Brace.
Then out kinda stepping down and I think I'm going to be using the Support brace most of the time all the rest of my life to be honest. Do to the Weak Joints I have which by the way are Genetic on my mothers side.

So I will be returning to my Online schools in strickly a self-paced corse work kinda manor here very shortly. As I'm typing this I can probably stand to get back to my courses and type out my answers again at least step up into it again through the self-paced courses.  I have had some on the back burner for a while now. I would like to try and complet them.
Well I got to get running things to do You all know the feeling I bet.
Blessed be